
Friday, May 13, 2005
shit day i would say...totally shit! went all the way to np for nothing...tot theres some cca fair...but wad we get is juz some lousy performances...i am bored to death when i am sitting in that auditorium...the programme is for KIDS...well maybe some of it is for kids...basically its a shitty day...went there for nth...went bak home straight after the whole thing...well i had nth to comment abt today...basically it all went to to 1 word "SHIT"...everything was in a shit mess...my mind,my room,my feeling...everything...!reached home n glued myself infront of the computer...
urgh...i juz feel so sick n tired of slacking...wanted to find a job...wanted to live happily like last time...wif no worries,(except of the exam and stuffs)...but can i....every night been thinking abt the whole situation...trying v hard to make a decision out of it...but i can't...i juz can't damn it!!to think i am a guy...been thinking of the past relationships...trying v hard to forget wad had happen but all to no avail...many harmful phrase kept reciting in my mind and it proves to had some effect on me now...wad should i do...i really dunnoe...i am in a dilemma...
Went Into Seclusion//*
at 11:59 PM
a PiC oF mE
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