
Friday, May 13, 2005
tonight is a windy night...or shld i say humid...the feeling was so contradicting...i din know what to do...i still believe in hope...but my mind kept telling me its impossible...wad shld i do...i really can't make any decision under this circumstances...the 1 thing tat hold me back is not her reply,but it was rather me n my promise...i am scared i can't gib her 100% luv forever,n i scare i can't promise to give her happiness...for as the past few relationship had teache me lessons...i like her n i really do...but will this makes me love her forever...i dunnoe...perhaps its all my wishful thinking of she accepting me...perhaps she dun even fancy me...perhaps she doesn't even like me at all...if this is it so,y shld i think abt weather to give it a try or not...i might as well juz give up...i am so confused...i dunnoe wad to do...can any 1 tell me....urgh...life juz so suck up wif these things...maybe i shld off my light n went to bed...maybe i shld had done tat long time ago....
Went Into Seclusion//*
at 12:16 AM
a PiC oF mE
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