
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
as usual...went out with the same old fren of mine...went to town to get some stuff for our poly...unfortunately,i din get any of the item...basically din saw anything that i wanted to buy except the bag...sweater maybe i will get 1 from the 77th street...urgh...think today was juz some kind of a walking marathon or wad...guess thats wad we call shopping...u need to walk a mile to get wad u wan huh...went for a movie ltr on in the evening...watched a fantastic show...coach carter...well to some ppl it may be a boring show...but to me its like ermm...u are watching ur fav sports show??so the feeling will naturally be different...this show got its attraction though...i gib a 8/10 grading to this show...got the jokes,action,story etc...it wasn't a lousy show anyway...after all u spend like 6.50 bucks to watch a 2 1/2 hr show...man its worth it...went home after the movie...saw madeline and had been cracking loads of jokes in the train...glued myself infront of the com chatting with her...thats when my thinking came in...
lately had been thinking alot...thinking abt wad to do n this n that...guess i will make a decision today,right now...i will make a ending...i will follow my heart n not my mind...my heart tells me i really likes her...guess its a struggling for me to make a decision when i am under such circumstances...if u all ask me y i had made such decision...i will tell u all i dunnoe...but 1 thing is for sure...i dun wan to feel regretted
...i surely dun wan it...the feeling isn't good to be feeled regreted...i know it...i juz know it...wadever the outcome will be...i dunnoe...but this time i got to trust my heart...for the 1 last time...i got to...i had put all my stakes for this bet...
Went Into Seclusion//*
at 12:06 AM
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