
Sunday, June 19, 2005
went throught serious thinking ever since i reach home yesterday night...had been thinking of the thing i wrote...it was my rage and anger that had casue me to lose my mind...and it had cause me to write some stupid things in my blog...i'm sorry...i wrote all this in a fit of anger...really don't mean it that way...i'm really sorry if i had insulted u in anyway...haiz...dun think u won't visit my blog anyway...had been thinking of what hx had told me yest...guess i was right...i was right all along...she was nv meant for me...i never should had nv made that move...i should never had fall for her in the first place...it was me to blame me n not any 1 else...guess the most is closed friend for me n her...i give up...i shld haf do it long time ago...sorry...is the word i can only say right now to u...sorry...again is the word i really wanted to say that i had misunderstood u...sometimes its better to to be late rather than be late...but my happiness seems no where to be found...did it arrive late? or does it dun wanna come to me...seeing many couples along the streets had made me even lost...yes...i am lost...i seriously need something to guild me...even its a glimpse of light...
Went Into Seclusion//*
at 10:10 PM
a PiC oF mE
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