
Monday, July 18, 2005
another day had pass...and so on n so for...its just continues this endless path of mine...n when will it be the last stop for me...i dunno...i jus know what i am gonna do is to carry on walking this endless yet lonely path of mine...i felt so lonely...especially at night...tend to think of the past...the past road i had taken...and feel sad and dissappointed...not just that...haiz...urgh...i just dun like this mix and complicated feeling of mine...all and all its just rubbish...a rubbish that all group under a word SAD...that i would really wish to throw it away...just when i was able to do tat...u came...and yet make that rubbish even more...doubled the size and quantity...its u who i really miss right now...haiz....i am still continue to walk this lonely path of mine...if u were to know this,what were u do?? still smiles and says:"well,u still have a bunch of friends like me right..." and thats the phrase i dun really wish to hear...friends...i can't take it and i can't break through my thoughts that i did not want to be your friend,not even your best friend...but the 1 that stays in your heart...but the fact is I CAN'T! couples??? what the hell is that...whenever i saw couples on the streets,it only remind me of the past...and think of u...can some 1 please save me?? haiz...school had been quite stress lately...well...guess its the fact that we aren't meant for each other...and the fact that i will still continue to walk this lonely and cold path of mine...but with the help of my friends...i think i can do it...and till the girl that really wish to walk the path with me...i shall wait...
Went Into Seclusion//*
at 12:51 AM
a PiC oF mE
\\\...hAtEs...///
**//-bAcKsTaBbErS
**//-bAd tEmPeR pErSoN
**//-aRrOgAnT hUmAn
**//-wIsHy wAsHy