
Sunday, September 25, 2005
hmm...guess i was MIA this few weeks...LOL...had not been posting this few weeks...hmmm...kinda bz over wif my studies and etc etc...haha...guess tat isn't anthing else to write beside my studies le...but...hmmm...maybe i can let out how i am feeling this few weeks...was always wondering y my life are bound wif gals...zZz...got mix up wif them and make my life so messed up...i dunno when these gonna stop...i juz hope it would stop...i juz felt....lonely...LOL...weird seeing this from a guy? well maybe u all can say tat bah...but i juz felt so lonely...haha...even wif my friends...i still felt something amiss..something tat is lacking...like a jigsaw puzzle...a piece was missing...and it dun look like a whole picture without tat piece...haha...stupid remark i had made...hx ask me still waiting for sm...me myeself really dunno...she tells me maybe 1 day she will accept me...haha...well...maybe...but i dun think its possible...and here i am thinking abt "her"...haha...u may guess its sm...well...maybe...LOL...shld i juz gave up on sm...but...i dunno...din really had any time to know "her" though...am i thinking too much...or is it just real tat i...haha...my heart aches abit when i saw that title on her nick...its just so complicated...everything just so complicated...no more as simple as i thought...the 1 i want just can't be with me...i am juz sick and tired of everything...stupid me to haf such feeling over something tat wasn't urs in the first place...i am just finding torture myself...i am juz torturing myself...and i definately love doing that...urgh...it jus sucks man...well...life just go on...
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at 6:20 PM
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