
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
1.05 in the morning...tired,but can't sleep...thinking abt her...urgh...i don't have the time to finish my work but yet i am idling inside this blog writing all my feelings in it...i am a pathetic guy...i nv once get it on right track,not anything i had done alone b4...i am so useless without the help of ppl...because of my inability,i tend to hide myself in a shell...but at the same time, i wanted to let go of myself and tell her that i really like her...but to be able to tell her,i need her to give me a chance to speak my mind,but the chance was nv given to me...not once,not twice...not even a single time...ppl say u need to find ur chance and grab it...i find it so true,but u need others to give that chance in order for u to find it and grab hold of it...no point finding it when no chance is given...find it so hard to even trying to date her out...even though my shedule is pack...i wish that b4 she went to taiwan,i would get the chance to meet her or something...but...up till now...i dun think its possible...
Went Into Seclusion//*
at 1:03 AM
a PiC oF mE
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