
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
a new year...but not a very good start for me....as chinese always say,jiu de bu qu,xin de bu lai...(old one don't go,new one won't come)...but i guess i just can't seem to forget abt her huh...and i guess she is back from taiwan...well,school starts for all secondary school,same goes to jc...hmmm...hah...she's hasn't been online quite a few weeks...and erm...hah...suddenly remember what she said when we last met...they were doing the taekawando webby...and indeed i did know abit abt these stuffs,and so i offer help to input the sound...and all this started with me saying:"i think i need to look through my blog's template...almost forget how to input the loop and the length and width thing." and there she give me a surprised look saying:"oh,u got a blog huh,y didn't i know?" haha...well nth big to comment on it,but,maybe thats the time she know i did write something abt her in my blog,maybe not,or maybe just maybe,she did took a peek at my blog...haha...i guess i was crazy,yes i am...i am indeed crazy...to even think of having u by my side...i was crazy,to even think i could give u happiness...haha...and i was mad,as i thought i could replace him in your heart...i guess i could not,i guess i am not the mr right u are looking for after all...haha...u all may think i had already break out the news to her that i like her...but...haha...sad to say...nope...i had not done yet...and its because i don't have a chance to do so...she din give me a chance to do so,and i guess even if i got the chance,i couldn't really grab it well...one main bad pt i had,i dun really how to express the 3 words i love u...haha...some people can say out a whole story with the topic of i love you,but i can't...some people can make things beautifully to express their feeling,but mine is like DUHZ...haha...though i prefer to make things,but,haha...jus can't seem to make a good 1 though...haiz...and whats more...i don't really have a good quality to begin with,so what makes you all think so she will accept me,a guy,with no $,no quality,no cert...just a normal guy with no exceptionally good skill..nowadays there are so many of these guys...they are everywhere on the streets...and i once i remembered what she say when we went to eat roti prata. started it by asking her:"den wad type of guy do u prefer?" haha...and she reply:"i like a guy who can make me impressed...a creative guy..." haha...base on the first quality...i don't think i can make it...so...sigh...haha...a long post for this entry...haven't finish my test..oncoming test on thurs...haha...i had been quite naggy abt this...so i think i will end it with a HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone...have fun in year 2006...stay funky...
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