
Saturday, January 21, 2006
hmm...valentine's day coming...its been nearly a year since i last celebrated valentine's day...hah...haiz...time pass real fast...din have the time to really sit down and reflect what i had been doing in the year of 2005...hmmm...ok...u all may ask how do i love someone...i may reply,err,maybe to love someone,u need to give her everything? u need to make her happy? hah...yah...maybe u get me to say this...but...one qn...if you can make her happy,how can u in turn make yourself feel the same way as she did.many people say that:'when the 1 u love is happy,u will feel happy',yah true,when she is with you and feel happy,u will feel happy,but...when she is not,u don't...stop telling yourself that u are happy she is happy. its BULLSHIT...i like her,i can't deny that i don't...i need her,i can't get myself to say that i don't...valentine's day coming...what shall i do? she seem to be avoiding me? or is she busy? i have no idea...perhaps she found someone to celebrate valentine's day...i don't know...i know nothing...i wish alot of times...but none of the wish came true...i took every moment and every chances that i can wish...to wish that she could be mine 1 day...hah...such a wishful thinking...thats what i sometimes think...but i never gave up wishing...i wanted a chance from her,i wanted her to give me a chance...to prove that i am able to take care of her...to be able to love her...but...haiz...nothing was given from her...guess that only friendship could explained everything between us...2006...is it a good year? or a bad 1? i don't know
Went Into Seclusion//*
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