Think Of Me

Packing my bags this morning
Was the hardest thing to do.
But packing my bags was so easy
Compared to standing outside your door
Right now to say goodbye to you.

Think of me.
I know youve never seen me cry.
Think of me.
But its so hard to say goodbye.
Think of me.
What can I say to show you
Ill never give up on you,
I will be waiting for you?

I will be there when you call.
I will see you through it all;
And even in your darkest hour,
I pray that the Lord we found
Will set you on solid ground.

I know that it feels like leavin
Is a part of letting go.
But Im prayin with hope and believin
That Ill see you once again down this road...
I hope that it wont be long!
Think of me.
I know God brought you as a friend.
Think of me.
I know He'll bring you back again!
Think of me.
What can I say to show you
Ill never give up on you,
I will be waiting for you?

I will be there when you call.
I will see you through it all;
And even in your darkest hour,
I pray that the Lord we found
Will set you on solid ground.

Think of me.
I know youve never seen me cry.
Think of me.
But its so hard to say goodbye!
Think of me!
What can I say to show you
Ill never give up on you,
I will be waiting for you?
I will be there when you call.
I will see you through it all;
And even in your darkest hour,
I pray that the Lord we found...

I will be there when you call. (Oh, Ill be there!)
I will see you through it all;
And even in your darkest hour,
I pray that the Lord we found
Will set you on solid ground

Sunday, October 01, 2006

sigh...i gave up...she's attached...this time round...i guess its real...to think that what i have done all along makes no difference in her...and i guess such a me does not exist in her heart before...and all the effort i put had all gone down to drain...i guess i wasn't that suitable piece of jigsaw puzzel to her...now i just need another few months to forget her...maybe it will took me a yr or more...i don't know...all i know is i felt immense pain in my heart right now...like something had lost...the whole situation now seem to be like a story of a guy wanted to buy a beautiful musical box...but he can't afford the price...and so he work so hard for it...but...one day he came to realise that...someone had bought that musical box...with or without any effort putting in i don't know...all i know now is...what for did i need to put in so much effort when the outcome is not what i wanted? what i holded for so long end up i gotta gave up...what i yearn for end up becomes the precious of someone else...blame who u all might ask...i can only say...blame me...blame me for not being that special 1 for her,blame me for every stupid thing i done for her,blame me for holding on even a slightest chance that she will accept me...i can only blame myself for loving her...and i guess its my stupidity and my ignorant that causes the situation i am in right now...just wish u the best in coming A levels...and with your bf too...

Went Into Seclusion//*
at 6:29 PM

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